I have recently found out from one of my co-workers told me that he believes that someone there likes me, or the way he put it.."he has an uber crush on you" and it sucks, because I think the guy that my co-worker told me about is a great guy and fun to hang out with but the only problem is the fact that he's almost three years younger than me meaning, in high school still. Ah!!!! it sucks. I wish I could just figure things out, I am ready to find someone to be in my life, I'm tired of being alone and feeling so sad...I know if i had someone I wouldn't feel this way.
I put up a front for everybody to think that I am a happy go lucky person, yet inside I feel lonely and kinda out of place. Like I really don't know exactly where I belong. Lately I have also been thinking about changing my major completely and doing something that I have loved for a long time, and that's become a Chef. I have gotten in contact with a couple culinary school and I have really been thinking about going I just don't know if its a great idea...I have been trying to weigh out all the pros and cons to this decision. But I have yet to figure it out.
So, I have already figured out what my plans are for next summer, since the olympics are coming up and my 21st birthday will be next summer too, the plans are going to Florida and hanging out with friends and watching the olympics at an awesome condo and just have an awesome party for my birthday! I can't wait!!! anyway, I better go for now i am gonna try to get some sleep...Don't think its gonna work but I guess ill try!
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time is slowly dwindling till its time for me to be home and away from the valley im kinda excited about it actually i am ready to be at home and with my family. finals are approaching and its one big crazy mess...i have so much work to do in such a little amount of time..and the more and more i think about school the more i want to change my major right now its pr and sports management but now i am thinking about pr and prelaw...and do copyright infringement and also i would be able to draft my own contracts without having anybody else do it for me...it would be all me...right now i dont know what do to...i know when i get home i have to try to find a lovely job so i can work my summer away.... we will see what happens...right now...i just want to get though this semester and be happy....life is ok right now..i have people at school who think i spread rumors about them..but the funny thing is i have not once said anything about them...lately i just dont know who to trust...sometimes i dont want to trust anybody..i want to just be by myself..but i dont know...ah!!!!
I wish i wish i wish...i wish to much...lately since the things that happened at VT i have re thought the way my life is...life cant be about wishing...i need to live everyday to its fullest because you never no when it will be your last and i know that all the ppl that died are in a wonderful place and are with the lord our savior.
this picture was from the memorial service held at my university...it was a very sad day and it made me re-think my entire life and how i am with my friends and in life....
Life is a wonderful blessing!
REST IN PEACE
- Current Location:Library
- Current Mood: pessimistic
- Current Music:London Bridge- Fergie
oh yeah...justine this is for you...it was in our magazine if i find a copy again ill send you the mag :)
hope you like!!!!! miss you guys!
- Current Location:lobby
- Current Mood: depressed
- Current Music:Look after you- the fray
so i have class now and i need to go..i think i have a quiz..lovely philosophy! cant wait!! haha yeah right anway...write more later and post more pics later!!! hope you like! to all my friends i miss yall write more soon!!!
- Current Location:library
anyway, no pictures of Mr. Mears yet but an article yes, he did another one for Yahoo Sports! non of my questions got answered this time..bastards lol just kidding. anyway heres the article.
So yesterday My roomate called me it was really random..I had never received a phonecall from a roomate before..anyway, so I go on Facebook to see if I can find her, I do, and I find out she is in my archrival sorority. This is going to be a odd year. Hopefully I'll get lucky and she will move out. I'll probably be bitching a lot about her if things dont go right...greek week will be hell!
So i was thinking a lot today about the guy have liked for a while...and i really miss him..i sometimes wish i can get him out of my head but its hard...
Oh yeah...I got a random Nascar dvd today...about the entire chase of 2005 there are alot of really cool things on it...and like everysingle beyond the wheel interviews from 2005 are on it too.. anyway, there are some cool parts with Carl and Brian Deegan...if I can when I get back to school I will make some screen caps for all those Icon makers out there.
anyway..im pretty bored..gonna write some and then I guess study..I got to tests on monday and I need to make A's on them. So i think I really need to study...:)
- Current Mood: empty
- Current Music:Life is a Highway- Rascal Flatts
- Current Location:texas..wishing to be somewhere else...
- Current Mood: happy
- Current Music:Jason Aldean- Asphalt Cowboy